My poem for the trans mental health zine Dysphoria

[rozk]

BLUE MONDAY

Over again paws shove. Upon my back
Lie weep am shattered. Blues dog fades my soul
and breaks pride armour sheathing. Like a foal
tottered new legs when young. There is a crack
true mirror over false that I must mend
over again. Skin peels, scars. I must burn
unsightly. Body memories return
bad dream. Past life will never be my friend.
And blues dog is the sad I can't afford
It has my scent although my scent is change
I toss my hair. My clothing I arrange
Style neatly. Lipstick smile the lush curved sword
Cuts world. Snarls hint of teeth. Dog slinks away
Hound on my track. Not this but every day.

Comments

[gonzo21.livejournal.com]

Also wonderful.

[cmcmck.livejournal.com]

'Past life will never be my friend.'

Just so.............

[lokifan]

Ouch, though it's wonderful work again